Dec 17 2008
Bella Boo
Well this is the nickname my sis has given my soon to be grandchild. Her beautiful name will be Isabella. Love it. I cannot help but be nervous for the 3 of them. The docs are going to induce her Friday evening. I know how painful this will be. My future daughter in law is very quiet and reserved. However the pain that is involved I told my on to be careful. Those quiet ones….you never know how they will react. Just being funny. Trying to be anyway. They still have not heard if they will have an apartment to move into after they leave the hospital. I’m hoping they do. My son wants me to be at the hospital but I cannot stay there all night. I will have to go Saturday. I know he is disappointed but I can’t bring my daughter (almost 3 year old) and be sitting for hours. Plus really do you want your mom there? I didn’t want anyone there either time. And just maybe with two recent miscarriages I feel too raw to be there. I feel selfish just feeling like this but I can’t help it. I am mostly the most unselfish person you will ever meet but this is something I am having a hard time with. I know get over it. I’m trying!
