mamanet16

Only way to explain it. Don’t want to cry and cannot really scream and throw a tantrum. But just numb. My grandchild is due any day. Actually she’s late supposed to be here last Friday. Guess she’s not ready yet. I’m not sure here parents are either. But then again who is ready for a child. I mean, you get your things ready and such but mentally? Nope I am not sure I was ready. Some days, even 20 years late I don’t think I am ready yet. I’m not giving up on another baby. If it is meant to be I suppose it will happen.  I cannot believe that all my left over eggs are old and non viable. There has to be one or two left.  That almost sounds comical.  Oh well, I still believe and will hope that my faith doesn’t waver.

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