mamanet16

I am still in disbelief.  I was having slight spotting and went for blood work Friday. Well my hcg had done what it was supposed to (double, tripled quadrupled) my progesterone was low. Yeah a reason for spotting. Doctor put me on Progesterone tablets and spotting stopped and I should have a healthy 7 1/2 months left. And I BELIEVED.  That’s the worst part. I actually believed that I was not going to lose this baby. God was going to give me a break.  Yeah a break in my heart. again. I’m really trying not to be bitter but right now it is hard. Damn it I did everything right. I drank all that water and ate healthy. And for what? To be told I have old eggs. Thanks doc.  I know God won’t give me more than I can handle. But 3 babies? That’s enough already.  My ultrasound on Monday showed the baby hadn’t grown and no cardiac activity. I just saw the heartbeat a week ago. I suppose that’s what I get for trying to be optimistic.

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